Heartbreaking news

My bleeding continued, it was fairly light, but more than spotting. I rushed off to the clinic, another blood test and wait for the results. I got a call about 6pm. My hormone level hCG) has dropped to 178.

It's all over.

They will do another test on Monday to confirm, so I am not to stop the drugs just yet.

I know in my heart this is the end. The strange exhaustion I felt mid week is completely gone. It's so sad to think we came so close and beat all the odds that were against us. To get this far and then lose it. We have no embryos 'spare,' none frozen.

13 embryos, 5 without TCS, 2 survived to implantation day (day 7), one positive pregnancy test, 0 babies :-(

Scared

I've had some bleeding today, I know spotting is a sign of early pregnancy, but I don't feel this is 'spotting' it seems more than that. I called the clinic this evening and they have told me to keep an eye on it. I can come in for another beta next week, perhaps Wednesday.

Another dip in this rollercoaster ...